LIVE FOR TODAY

My horoscope for today:
You are more driven than most people and today in particular is a good time to push for success in all your endeavors. You should find obstacles cleared from your path and rivals saddled with setbacks.

yesterday was one of the most painful days...It was Cassandra's Memorial service. I wasn't super close to her but she was always around in the most random times. The Memorial was so touching and heart braking. Her boyfriend talked about her in such a way that it hurt to hear but you didn't want him to stop. He started off by calling her cell and listening to her voicemail. this is at the point where i could not control my tears. it sunk in at that moment that we will never hear that voice again. it was so sad and he told the cutest stories and talked so highly of her. He told us everything the poor girl went through and her struggle with the cancer. Cancer is an awful disease. we all know about cancer and that it leads to death but the things he was describing were so horrifying. she is one of the strongest people i know and i admire her strength. yesterday was so surreal. too surreal. it hurts and i cant stop crying. i find myself thinking about her and try and imagine what she felt and how scared she was. i couldn't imagine being in her shoes. she was too young to lose her life.
i want to travel around the world and live life. i hate how money restricts us to LIVE. i hate how we are in a routine all day every day. why do we have to work 8-5? why cant we all enjoy the life we have?
Imagine being told you have 3 months to live?! what would you do? how would you feel?
Her boyfriend is an amazing guy and i respect him so much. he was with her through the whole thing and i loved his story. he made you feel good in a weird way.
the key to life is to love and be happy! please don't spend your time dwelling on negative bull sh**! it will get you no where and lead to regrets. when we all think that we have problems....after listening to a portion of what C went through i know damn well that i have no problems.

RIP


Cassandra's STORY HERE!