love life.

hi lovies! sorry for being MIA but my weekend went from being one of the best to one of the worst.
rewinnnnnnnd-
last Friday we got to hang out with our friends Marie and Paul! we made sushi together and had the best time. we have not seen them in a year and i wish on everything that they lived closer. (NY is too far ;))
Saturday B and i got ready and headed out to Temecula for our anniversary weekend. our hotel was perfect, the wineries were amazing, we had the best dinner and the best time relaxing together. ****oh and....Brandon got me the most amazing diamond earrings! he is so sweet and i can't believe he bought me diamonds!!! (diamonds are my birth stone-teeeheee)
so Sunday morning we hung out by the pool and had in room massages. PERFECT! after our massage i had a voicemail from my step mom giving me bad news about my dad. :( he is back in the hospital and is not doing well. Please say your prayers that he gets better. we need all the love and prayers we can get! he will be starting chemo today and although i dont want to get too sappy on here, i figure that this is my online journal and this is what is going on in my life right now so why not?? sad and totally a debbie downer but it's life right? we are all so scared and are only hoping for the best.
so the last few days have been scary and bleh but we are trying our best to not break. it's heartbreaking to see someone that you love so much in so much pain. i wish i could take it all away. i wish i could grab someone and make them take it away. seeing my dad cry is the worst feeling. it's hard to see someone who has always been strong for you through life break down. it's hard to hear the Dr's give us bad news and see how scared my family is. i hate that there is nothing i can do to change this awful situation. i just want to sleep and wake up to good news. :( I am so lucky to have Brandon by my side. we are both on edge at this point but he is so supportive and i love him to death. i would be a mess without him. we also have the best friends and family. i love all the calls, texts and emails i have received from so many people that care. it makes us smile and feel better about the situation. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i was looking at the pics below and our trip seriously feels like a year ago. Crazy how life is...

so anyway-hope you all had a GREAT long weekend even though a new one starts tomorrow. :) XOXO




























We got home Monday (our actual Anniversary) and B made us heart shaped burgers. so cute!!!!!!!

From blicious

CLEARLY i couldn't just pick a few pics. ;)


♥

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

dying!

Dying to leave and start our VACA!
Dying cause i was up way too late last night.
Dying cause i want to be in bed with the boy!
Dying cause i can't stand people who try SO hard to be noticed!
Dying cause the best and most random things happened last night!
Dying cause coffee is not helping at alllll!
Dying cause we have the best friends!
Dying for the day to fly by!
Dying cause the Lakers lost! (great game though)
Dying cause i have to pee and i'm being lazy. hmpphhh
Dying to see Marie and Paul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥


Happy Friday loves! Hope you have a great long weekend! EEEEEEEE!





6 more reason why i love Mr. B:

1-his hugs
2-waking up to him every morning
3-the way he goes along with all of my theme party ideas
4-the way he touches me
5-the way he rubs my balls if they hurt (the balls on my feet) ;)
6-EVERYTHING!

XOXOXOXOX

oh and P.S.
i want these......




my pretty F21 dress:

5 days...

***i apologize for all the sappy, mooshy posts but it will all stop after Monday. ok maybe Tuesday since i need to gush about the anniversary weekend. ;)


The 6 reasons for today:

1-his laugh
2-the way he drools
3-the fact that we tell each other what we eat during the day
4-his singing voice
5-the way he reacts when he is around race cars
6-when he gets mad at me for wearing his socks.

♥

6 more manana! :)

Laker party tonight! they better WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!




8th grade homecoming dance. ♥

6 more days...

happy weds!!! it's honestly been such a great week so far and it's only going to get BETTER! EEEEEEEEEEE! B and I took my bro and some of his friends out to sushi for their last day on Monday night. They are going to Greece for 12 days! (ughhh i know-lucky bastards ;)
last night B and i shopped for a bit and watched the intense Laker game. LA rocks! ;) WOO!
today is SIX days till our SIX year anniversary! EEEEE! so exciting. it's crazy to think that we have been with the same person for six years and are still happily in love. i don't even want to question it or wonder how it's possible but i love every minute with B (even when we fight). he's my world and i love him more than nail polish. teeeeheeee-more than ANYTHING! ♥

hope you all are having a wonderful week and enjoying the beautiful weather. well that's if you live near LA. :)

today's six things i love about Brandon:

1-his smile
2-his lips
3-morning hugs
4-how his wardrobe only consists of black and white T's
5-all the amazing meals he cooks
6-the serious issue he has with cleaning.

he will get six more tomorrow. ♥

XOXO

Do you know the way to San Jose? lalalalala

HI! how was your weekend? ;) mine was perfecto but i can't wait till this weekend!!! i know, i know it's only Monday but i am sooooo excited. Let's start off with this past weekend.

Brandon and i took a road trip up to San Jose. I left work early because of course i didn't pack (we had gone out with a few friends the night before) and it was also my brothers prom and i wanted to take pics with him before he left. GO FIGURE that I had to get off the freeway to get gas and i got lost. FML! i was driving around for about an hour and got home so late. well i still got to see my bro and then had to pack and get on the road. we got up to San Jose and played rock band for a while and just hung out. Mariah cary better watch out. seriously.
Saturday we hung out with B's bro and sis. we had a great night laughing and talking about god knows what. :::bullshit bullshit bullshit::: (forgetting Sarah Marshall?!!) Sunday we got back on the road to come home. we stopped at Casa de Fruta which is a huge farmers market. so fun! we bought some fruit, honey and a yummy sauce that we can't wait to try. we sat on the wall by the train and had an orange and then got back on the road. sighhh.

we had a great weekend together!

so back to next weekend......EEEEEEEEEEE!!! next Monday is Bsquared's SIX YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!! SIX YEARS! EEEEEEEE!!! more sappy posts to come all week. ;)

Have a great day/ week!

♥

ummm, i used to baby sit them below. AWWWW!

















OH and I posted more items on Etsy!!!!

weekend forecast

HAPPY Friday!!! so excited it's Friday! it's been a busy week. we have done something every night and i am so excited for our mini vaca in San Jose/ San Fran!

Forecast is:

Road trippin'

picture takin'

Playin' in the streets of San Fran'



dancin' for no reason





the weather is supposed to be AMAZIN'

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Hangin' with family and friends! ♥

Have a great weekend! XOXO

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