Tuesday, May 24, 2011

i will always.

i will never love anyone the way i love my Fiance.
i will never understand how lucky we are to have found each other.
i will never understand how after all these years (8 years tomorrow) we are still crazy in love.
i will never give up on him.
i will never give up on my goals.
i will never purposely hurt anyone.
i will never lie to make myself feel better.
i will never let anyone say hurtful things to me.
i will never let anyone say hurtful things about the ones I love.
i will never let people who have shattered me in the past hurt me again. ever.
i will never be able to put in to words how much it sucks to have people in your life that should love you unconditionally and be your role models not care about you at all.
i will never let them hurt me again.
i will never regret the good.
i will never disrespect my kids.
i will never make people feel bad for me. even if i am sick.
i will never judge anyone by mistakes they have made in the past.
i will never push out my family.
i will never push out my friends.
i will never push out my kids.
i will never understand why certain people have chose to isolate everyone around them.
i will never call myself a good parent when i know i could have done more.
i will never keep my feelings inside.
i will never feel guilty for other peoples actions.
i will never stop being me.
i will never stop loving me.
i will always love the people who support US.
i will always fight for what i want.
i will always fight for the people i love.
i will always accept the way others choose to live even if i may not understand it.



i will not let another day go by feeling sad/ destroyed/ betrayed & confused. Brandon and I are 3 months away from starting a new chapter together and i CAN NOT WAIT!!!!


Leya said...

omg i'm touched..
this is so sweet and i wish you both best of luck....
so happy for you :)


BenchesandChandeliers said...

love it! wishing you and your soon to be husband a lifetime of happiness! i'm 4 months away myself, and i'm super excited and nervous too!


Andrea said...

lovely post!

Crazy Little World Of Mine said...

Just needed; love it. :)


Jill said...

great words of encouragement. :)

marie said...

i will always love you! <3

Megan said...

Lovely writing, best of luck with your future together.

Tracy said...

I will always choose to be a good person. I will always remember to treat others the way I want to be treated. (words of wisdom from my mom that I live by daily)

<3 you're golden


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