Thursday, March 14, 2013

#projectMilf ~Week #6

Buon Giorno!
We are in week #6 of our MILF project! This week is all about subtracting something from our daily life to help us reach our goal. This is a little more difficult for me but I am going to try and stop checking my emails every.single.second of the night. Italy is 9 hours ahead and I find myself in the middle of the night checking my email in hopes of reading the good news we have been waiting for. I am going to attempt to plug my phone in, set my alarm and not touch it/ look at it/ kick it/ anything until it's time to get ready for work. I have not been sleeping well and this is the reason why.

The night we drove home from Vegas I got this sharp chest pain. It got worse throughout the night and Brandon took me to the ER Monday morning. They did xrays, blood work and an EKG. (scary)They also gave me an IV of meds to help the pain. All of my tests came back negative however I still don't feel great. They say I could have bruised or torn a muscle in my chest or something. I'm thankful all my tests came back ok but then it's also so frustrating not knowing what is wrong. The pain is getting better but I feel like someone is sitting on me. The more and more people that I tell the more I get asked are you stressed out? Have you had a panic attack recently? Well, YES I am stressed out and no I have never had a panic attack...If my pain is from stress...holy moly. I need to let go of all things I can't control and concentrate on being healthy. It scared me being at the hospital and being poked with needles. I am the biggest baby. Not sure how I'm going to be when I get pregnant. yikes! lord help me.

So my progress with trying to stay stress free isn't the best this week. We had a much needed vacation and I didn't think about Italy once. I didn't think about anything negative. We laughed all weekend and enjoyed each other's company. It was perfect. I have so many wonderful Vegas stories for you! I can't wait to share. I'm in the process of sorting through the million pictures we took. If you want a fun glimpse in to our Vegas vacation check out my photos on my instagram- @BrandiScarpelli

Now that we are back...helloooo stress monster! I'm hoping to receive some good news and relax this weekend. I'm going to put my phone away and not check my work email. I'm going to enjoy some nice ME time. I need Me time. and Husband time. :)

I am so thankful for my husband. He is keeping me sane and grounded and I just adore that man.

((sneak peak photo of us getting reMarried in Vegas.))

I hope you are all having a great week!

If you want to join us MILF's don't hesitate to email me. It's nice to have a goal and follow up weekly. It's therapeutic and it's helping me become a stronger person.



Lovin all my Milf's!

xx
b

10 comments:

Unknown said...

this is one of my favorite things you're up to lately! keep up the good work love and the news we're waiting for will come soon enough.

there will be plenty of me time, f1 time, husband time, and preparing for italy time.

#loveyoutiltheend

Couture Carrie said...

Hope you feel better, darling!

xoxox,
CC

Rod and Alex - aka: "Rolex" said...

You definitely need some "me" time this week! You've got a good plan to cut down your stress level! You can do it! You're going to do great! :)

Katelin said...

yikes, hope you're feeling better!

Mrs. Pancakes said...

Awww Brandi take care of yourself lady...you are number one and Italy will happen in due time..and the pic of you and hubby is just gorgeous...remarrying how exciting...you are making me want to go to Vegas! Good luck this week!

ericateal said...

Awww, No more stressing!!! Hope things are starting to feel a little better and good luck with the upcoming week. We are all cheering for each other :) !!

Liesl said...

I kind of LOVE how much you both LOVE each other...it is so sweet and something I think everyone hopes to find in life! Stay happy, in love and feel better!!! :)

Pegster said...

So sorry to hear about the chest pain and all the stress. Keep up with your goal and definitely get some me time

I love that picture of you and your husband...so much love

Chic 'n Cheap Living said...

Oh I hope you feel better soon and at least your husband is by your side (great photo too!)

xoxo,
Chic 'n Cheap Living

toi said...

Hello Brandi, i hope you are feeling better already. you two look so cut in the vegas chapel :)

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