We are in week #6 of our MILF project! This week is all about subtracting something from our daily life to help us reach our goal. This is a little more difficult for me but I am going to try and stop checking my emails every.single.second of the night. Italy is 9 hours ahead and I find myself in the middle of the night checking my email in hopes of reading the good news we have been waiting for. I am going to attempt to plug my phone in, set my alarm and not touch it/ look at it/ kick it/ anything until it's time to get ready for work. I have not been sleeping well and this is the reason why.
The night we drove home from Vegas I got this sharp chest pain. It got worse throughout the night and Brandon took me to the ER Monday morning. They did xrays, blood work and an EKG. (scary)They also gave me an IV of meds to help the pain. All of my tests came back negative however I still don't feel great. They say I could have bruised or torn a muscle in my chest or something. I'm thankful all my tests came back ok but then it's also so frustrating not knowing what is wrong. The pain is getting better but I feel like someone is sitting on me. The more and more people that I tell the more I get asked are you stressed out? Have you had a panic attack recently? Well, YES I am stressed out and no I have never had a panic attack...If my pain is from stress...holy moly. I need to let go of all things I can't control and concentrate on being healthy. It scared me being at the hospital and being poked with needles. I am the biggest baby. Not sure how I'm going to be when I get pregnant. yikes! lord help me.
So my progress with trying to stay stress free isn't the best this week. We had a much needed vacation and I didn't think about Italy once. I didn't think about anything negative. We laughed all weekend and enjoyed each other's company. It was perfect. I have so many wonderful Vegas stories for you! I can't wait to share. I'm in the process of sorting through the million pictures we took. If you want a fun glimpse in to our Vegas vacation check out my photos on my instagram- @BrandiScarpelli.
Now that we are back...helloooo stress monster! I'm hoping to receive some good news and relax this weekend. I'm going to put my phone away and not check my work email. I'm going to enjoy some nice ME time. I need Me time. and Husband time. :)
I am so thankful for my husband. He is keeping me sane and grounded and I just adore that man.
((sneak peak photo of us getting reMarried in Vegas.))
I hope you are all having a great week!
If you want to join us MILF's don't hesitate to email me. It's nice to have a goal and follow up weekly. It's therapeutic and it's helping me become a stronger person.
Lovin all my Milf's!